2014年3月23日星期日

:: 22/3

I thought this is the blog with the story between You and me,

Dear God,

When I joined CCM UQ9 which invited by a sister G, knowing that this is the best time and chance I could learn to pray in English, share in English, speak in English and write in English. Thank You for your wonderful occasions, indeed I learned a lot.

This was my first time to went a bible study sharing gathering which held by Sheerwood in weekly Saturday night. Uncle L was filled with holy spirit to bring out the words of God in a very attractive manner to us, there have the old lady, young and senior workers, parents with baby and included me as a student. Under the leading and working of holy spirit that the words of God went through my heart, bringing me entered into the Moses era content in bible. Through the sharing of seniors people I can really see their life how they love God, walk with Jesus, un-cease to seek His face and the truth.

*Just imagine will I see the heart of people here is consistent with the M'sian

God seems many of time you told me to worship you but NOT with the dead life. Honestly I wish to endure your love forever that's what I desire to do so, live out the fruitful life by your grace is enough for me. Knowing You are the most, almighty and above all. In Chinese that have a word says: 主要 (zhu yao) which means the most important thing. To another perspective mean that "the thing God's want" us to do. Sister D shared as well as reminded me to keep in my bowels of heart : don't be studies-based but the God-based in life. Think about any consequences has a purpose, from God is putting the best on your life to achieve a purpose whenever it could be very disastrous. Back to the point, the attitude of serving or motive is unbreakable with the relationship with Christ alone.

Dear lord thank You for just not knowing you but more deeper understand how great you are because you are so marvelous, tender and Agape love to.

2014年3月17日星期一

哭le

在澳洲念书转眼一个月已过去了
你问我适应环境了吗我答‘还可以’
不过
有些地方还没有真正放下
我那第二间使我长大的家

教友纷纷离去
说功课忙碌 不去团聚了
我接受不到senior‘榜样’去了哪里
结果剩我一人呆在教会
第一次 深受孤单冷漠的晚上
那一杀那 抽离去黑暗处
心里不知浮现许多挣扎忧伤
我打给了他 但不是上帝
告诉他我的苦处
他似乎不是很了解我的处境
虽然那些安慰我深知到
但就是不想再听了
想回家~ 不想一人
心中常满已久的泪水终于涌流出来
不停泪流的分分秒秒
只愿一人借个肩膀给我靠
我好累好困
无人了解和关心

一姐妹叫Q正四处寻找我
她知道我不对劲
在洗手间外问我个究竟
我告诉了她
我很赞同她所说的
‘教会虽然人数少 但重要的还是素质
我们不必为他们流泪
上帝会知道 比我更伤心难过
日子到了 上帝也必审判’
我心:没错 为何为了这事哭得稀里哗啦
上帝是公义的神
寻求他的必寻见
亲近他的必亲近我们
为了某人 不参与教会 也太一文不值了

感谢神
在黑暗的边缘
你的光照耀着我的路
引我走正义路

虽然很软弱 但你是我的力量和盾牌
使我从新进入你的神殿中瞻仰你的荣美
天父 谢谢你 宝贵的应许

只想说
基督徒是基督的子民,不是世界的奴仆。
祷告神赐我信心走着不简单的十字架道路
伴我领我 一直以我不会因为自己软弱迷失了路
需要你 成为我永远的依靠


约一5:4
因为凡从神生的,就是胜过世界,使我们胜了世界的,就是我们的信心。

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